Its real fucking late and I'm real fucking tired so read this with that in mind.
If you know what this is about, then fine, if not, its fucking bullshit culture drama, have fun googling.
I don't think I've ever blocked, censored or recommended people not work with someone, ever. Even fucking Zak.
If someone's on my blogroll that means I can be reasonably sure of clicking on that link at any time and finding something that doesn't make me depressed.
If thinking about you depresses the fuck out of me then I'm not going to put you up there.
Informational feudalism might be a thing but you have no automatic right to my respect. You really shouldn't care about it anyway.
It doesn't work like that, it's not a corporation. You can't make people like you just by 'putting the work in'. You have to actually be interesting, at least to someone. And if you are interesting to someone other than me then cool.
When I walked away from Zak I was afraid that people would stop coming to my blog, did it anyway. No regrets.
I don't hustle and I don't climb. I know a lot of you do because either you think you have to, or you are just businesslike and you put yourself forward because its responsible or whatever. And if you come at me like that, straight on, 'hey you've got a project, do you need layout' or stuff like that, then I'm not going to resent you for it.
And I'm not gonna get pissed at you for using a book I made to play games.
Or even if its like, a handful of blog posts.
Or actual plays. Or even just tearing it apart. Or just doing something original and interesting with it.
And I have no right to ask anyone to stop creating with my stuff, and I have no real desire to make any one stop.
But I can choose what I pay attention to.
I like what I like, what I desire and enjoy is mine before its anyone elses, regardless of how people view the informational power structure around me.
Let it also be noted that I don't shit on people and humiliate them in public. Or feed drama. I will continue to not do that.
I don't owe you a fucking link. No-one does.